Please dont be scared to press charges even if it is against someone you love.

For some reason my rape story is much more vivid in my mind than others that have posted on here.

It all happened about a year and a half ago.

I met this cute guy at a party my sorority was throwing. We had flirted all night long and I'd given him my number by the end of the night.

One of my sorority sisters had a class with him and said he was a nice guy so later in the week when he asked me out for that weekend I was excited.

Niles and I went out for several weeks. Physically things stayed rather innocent. I was suprised and actually thought it was rather nice when he was ok with just kissing and some light petting for the first few months of our relationship.

Then something changed. Niles was stressed with school and work, etc and was grumpy many of the nights we hung out. I thought about ending our relationship many times but then we would have incredible dates and really sweet times together.

Then one day, my world turned upside down. He came over like usual on a Saturday night. We were just going to have a chill, dinner and movie night rather than going out since we both had lots of school stuff early that week. Sitting on the couch and he starting getting much more physical with me than I was comfortable with...especially in a shared space in my house.

I suggested we move to the bedroom and he became angry and really agressive. He yelled at me and then I suggested he leave. Then he did something I never thought he would do and he slapped me across the face and then again. I got up from the couch as he pushed me to the ground and kicked me, hard. I tried to fight back as he went for my pants but he was a really big guy.

I hit him with my fists and kicked but in no time, he had my jeans and panties around my ankles. I screamed for him to stop as he smacked me again. He climbed on top of me with the weight of his body crushing my small 5ft 2inch body. Crying I begged him to stop and just leave. Then I felt a huge pressure and he was inside me. Then all of a sudden something in him changed. He kissed my neck and ear softly and told me it was all ok and that he loved me. He made love to me gently and lovingly.

I continued to cry which started to make him angry. He started smacking me around again and thrusting hard and deep. It felt like he was tearing me and damaging me forever. He fucked me for what seemed like hours.

When he finished he kissed me goodbye and told me he would call me later. I laid on the ground for the rest of the night. Naked, shivering, bruised, violated. My roommates came home to find me passed out in this state. I went to the hospital immediately and pressed charges however, turns out he wasn't even really an enrolled student. His name wasnt even really Niles.

This has changed my life forever. Please don't take abuse and rape lightly. Please dont be scared to press charges even if it is against someone you love.