He liked for me to be submissive, all I knew was that I liked it!

I need to get this off my chest, I unintentionally cheated while in college.

I am bascially a good girl, and have been a fatihful wife since my graduation and marriage. But no one knows about this three month period in my life when I did not exercise good judgement and no one would beleive I ever did anyhitng like this. I just chalk it up as my very personal, college story.

I lost my virginity to my HS BF, during freshman year. I had to suggest it, apparently I later found he had some homosexual tendencies. After a year of school we had done it only three times. I was horny! I could have done it three times in three days

Well I was 18 and bf had a job where he worked every Saturday night, and I was lonely. I worked in the bakery of a grocery store in Waco, TX.

I met a couple of customers who were cute guys. I am thinking like: “boom chica boom boom.” Hey I was horny, all right?! I really liked one of them and he asked me out on a date. His plan though was to bed me. I liked him too much and would never put out on the 1st date. Well, the second guy asked me out, he was okay, but not my 1st choice But, I went out with him to relieve the boredom.

He bought some beer and we drove out to this picnic area and I consumed way too much. My crotch started humming the tune “boom chica boom boom.” Uh-oh!

I must have been a little drunk, because we went back to his apartment. We began to make out, and somehow I did not protest as he unzipped and unbuttoned my apparel. I liked being the "bad girl," it just excite me more knowing I should not be doing this! At this point I drunkenly rationalized: “Everyone of my friends are doing it, I am lonely my bf works every Saturday and he is not interested in doing the deed and I am!"

Well, its the 1st date and I my legs are spread wide up in the air in a position I had never been in before. Instinct? I let him do it all! Now with HS bf we were always scared we he would get caught by his roommates.

So he would only remove my pants and panties for a quickie. But this guy who was, I hate to admit this 37, and I was only 18, had me completely stripped. He went down on my female area, it was the 1st time I was frenched. I loved it, to this day I still love to be frenched. Anyway he tried to get me to give him a BJ, something I had never done, but I would not give him head. I would on the 2d date.

He did me pretty, pretty well and this started a 3 month affair, while I was still dating hs bf. He would work Sat. nights and I would go over for a booty call with this guy. Always the same way too with me lying on my stomach with my legs spread wide. He liked for me to be submissive, all I knew was that I liked it!

My 1st clue should have been, we never really went anywhere on a date, I would just go over and he would USE me. Oh I was so 18 and clueless, LOL. Oh did I mention he had a gf that was a nurising student at Baylor. I later reflected and felt so ashamed about that, and they did end up getting married. I hope she never found out about me.

He pressed his advantage and ended up ending the affair. I went over to his apartment one night and he took me to a friend’s apartment. There were three other guys there. They tried to get me to “pull a train.” The friend said, "We wouldn't want you to do anything you would not want to do." “HELLLOOO! I am out of here.”


I may be clueless but I ain’t a whore!

I broke it off with the guy, and went back to banging HS bf. The HS boyfriend was clueless and never knew his little princess was the booty call of an older stud behind his back. It was funny when I went through my divorce I went back to Metarie, LA where we are from, one Christmas and got a motel room, and went out with HS bf. I ended up taking him back to my room and “re-living old times sakes,” which involved nudity and horizontal dancing.