My life has sucked tremendously for the past several months, and I'm tired of trying to turn my luck around.

This isn't a tale of my most outrageous shenanigans. This isn't a story about the time I watched my friends get drunk off their asses and then how they later talked my unlicensed ass into driving them from party to party. I wish I could talk about it now because it's actually a hilarious story, but I can't. This isn't a story at all. This is my goodbye to my friends, family, and those incredible people who have tried to make a difference in my life. Yeah, you guessed right. I'm sick of living. Before you decide to judge me, please know that choosing to end your life isn't an easy decision, it's actually anything but easy. My life has sucked tremendously for the past several months, and I'm tired of trying to turn my luck around.

I've done everything that I could possibly do to turn the tides in my favor, but to no avail. I haven't been happy in well over a year. My grades have suffered as a result, and I pretty much don't have a future with a low gpa, so why I should bother to continue with school if it's pointless. My family hates me. I don't have anyone I can turn to. My friends, or the people I could honestly call friends until today (August 2, 2005) have turned against, which I am not entirely undeserving of. I don't have much going for myself, so, I find it best to just check out of here.

As I said before, I don't to matter to anyone, and my life sucks royally, so, you can honestly say I have a reason to live? If you can, you're a better person than I, because I can't think of any. I'm not seeking attention with this, despite submitting it to this site. I just want certain people to see it and understand why I won't be answering any of their phone calls or instant messages, provided I get any. Thanks.