I think anyone who tries to remain faithful while away at school, is a fool

I left my girlfriend of 3 years, Bethany, behind as I went 6 hours away to Texas Tech her senior year. Tech is a huge party school with tons of hot girls, so not cheating on Bethany was easier said than done. The first month or so I was a good boy…

It started to spiral out of control one night at a lake party. I was drunk and hitting on every girl in sight and going back and forth making out with about 3 of them. One of them was a girl I had been talking to/making out with since I first got to Tech. She was HOT (brown hair, tan, hazel eyes, perfect body with a really sexy tattoo and a belly button ring.) I really liked her but I had always felt bad because of Bethany.

I was being a jackass that night and was really aggressive with her and the 2 other girls. I later apologized to the girl (Chanda) for being such a jackass and luckily she forgave me.

A week later I was chillin in my dorm room with some friends Chanda called. I told her to come on over and drink with us. About 5 minutes after I got off the phone with her, Bethany called! She was calling to tell me she had driven 6 hours to come see me (aww how sweet) but kind of a bummer because I was hoping to hook up with Chanda. Chanda knew about Bethany but I told her we were "seeing other people" while I was away when we weren't (according to Bethany, that is).

Chanda got there before Bethany and one of my buddies suggested we all go to a bar and drink. My roommate, his girl of the night, and a couple other people stayed behind so I told them that when Bethany got there to tell her I was out getting booze and would be back soon and to call my cell phone. Luckily Beth was still about 45 minutes away so I had a little bit of time to spend with Chanda. So me, Chanda and the others all went to the bar. They serve cheap pitchers there so it was not long before we were all drunk. I was so horny and Chanda looked soo hot in the tube top she was wearing...God must have been watching me that night because Beth called the room and told my roommate that she and her friend she was with, Marsha, were tired and decided to crash at a hotel and be rested up so we could spend the whole day together that next day.

Chanda and I had gone out back where the band was playing and were having "a moment" as we kissed and held each other to the music. She smelled so good and her lips were so soft. I was a little pissed when my cell rang and interrupted us, but it was Justin telling me about Bethany, so I was elated. I know it was assholish of me but I was VERY drunk and horny and wanting Chanda! So I hung up and Chanda and I got right back to business.

I wasn't quite sure what we would end up doing that night, I was just happy to be in the moment and wanted to see where it would lead. After a while we decided to go to a more private place—namely, a friend's dorm room that I knew would be vacant all night. I decided to play it cool even though I was dying to just jump on top of her and get dirty. I didn't want her to think I was a hornball though and didn’t care about anything else. So I got her another drink, turned on the TV, and sat down next to her. I kept rubbing her back and saying things like "you’re so beautiful" and "you smell so good." Within minutes we were laying down making out on the bed. After a couple more minutes, I decided to take things a bit further and slipped my hand down between her legs to test her reaction.

Good-very good. It got me so hard I just wanted to rip her pants off and do her but I just kept playing it cool. The next thing I knew her top had come off and I was kissing and licking her beautiful tits. They were amazing-not too big not too small and totally firm. I started working my way down and kissing her flat, tiny stomach while rubbing my hand between her legs. This definitely got her turned on, as soon she started pushing my head to go down further so I slowly unbuttoned her pants and pulled them off. I teased her for a bit by rubbing her thighs and everything but her pussy. Then finally I teased her a little with my finger, getting her so wet. Her ass was pushing up and down on the bed as if she were riding me. After playing with her for a few minutes, I decided it was time to go "downtown." I shoved my head between her legs and ate her till she came. She was nice and wet and tasted soooo good. When I was done she said, now it’s your turn.

She rolled me over, undid my pants, and proceeded to give me the best blow job I have ever had. After it was over I held her in my arms for a few minutes rubbing my hand over her back and ass. This led to more kissing, this time more slow but very intense. I knew I had to have her that night. In the moment, I completely forgot about Bethany. As I was kissing Chanda and playing with her pussy, my cock was ready to get more play. Somehow, at just the right time, she stopped kissing me and said, "fuck me baby, fuck me now." With that, she closed her eyes and spread her legs (did I mention that she was completely shaved?) and I slipped into her. I couldn't last very long, though--mainly because she was so hot and so amazing and because of the fact that we didn't use a condom.

Still, it was enough time to get both of us off. I swear, to this day that is still the most amazing sex I have ever had, and Chanda still is the hottest, sexiest girl I have ever been with. Afterwards, I held Chanda in my arms all night long. Waking up next to her was even more amazing. I knew I wanted to see her again but I felt bad about Bethany. That day I spent the day hanging out with Beth, which was nice, but at the end of the day I told her I loved her but I wanted my freedom. I told her that I wanted to see other people while I was at Tech and that she should be able to date other guys at home. Amazingly, she completely agreed with me. She said she didn't want to have to worry about what I was doing while I was here and that she wanted to be able to have fun and enjoy her senior year. I didn't say anything about Chanda but after she left and Chanda and I got closer, I called Bethany and told her about her. She was upset but I knew it was the right thing to do. Chanda and I dated for about 4 months and those were the most amazing 4 months of my life, until she broke up with me to "have her freedom." The rest of the year is a blur of drunken nights and one night stands and truly the best time of my life. I realized that Bethany and I were good for each other in high school, but while in college I needed to be free. I knew that if Beth and I were meant to be, we would get back together someday. I think anyone in college trying to maintain a past relationship is a complete fool. It’s stupid because sooner or later someone will end up cheating on the other, so there’s no point wasting your time feeling guilty. College is about being free and experiencing life so go out, have fun, and get some!